I got so bad, that I almost couldn't stay awake, I slept the whole day.
With pain in my heart I left home to go to the hospital in the early morning that New Years day.
The only thing that they could say was - that my blood results were very bad.
They were sure that I must have had an internal bleeding – but they couldn't find out “where” it happened .
I went through all kind of scanners – I became a real Guinea pig – my body was turned inside out in a manner of speaking.
Even no picture of Pipke - and that's something that I now still regret.
*film (*see below) which was taken in December 1998.
the year that I came to the conclusion that
I want to close this chapter with this love scene of us both!