A Dissolution
After surviving this first food crisis we thought that she now would be safe. She had regained her weight before the first cold days of Winter 2000 – 2001.
We
were almost sure that we wouldn't have to worry now, but … this
positive outlook didn't last long.
On
December 28 – she got again the same problem! Suddenly she stopped
eating again, and after five days of loosing weight, we had to consult
the vet again.
For
us, this became the most dreadful New Year's eve we had experienced
in her life so far.
We
were so worried. It was cold and freezing now – and in that time
she had no warmth lamp outside – only a cubby-hole. She had now
also lost so much weight, that we sometimes had to consult the vet
for tube feeding twice a day!
The
vet tried to figure out was going wrong but he couldn't find out what
the cause of her problem was. So - after nearly one whole month of
tube feeding he suggested to take x-rays, maybe he could find an
abnormality on it.
To
take this x-rays he needed to put her under general anesthesia.
This
became really a stressful situation!
Narcosis
for birds is very risky!
We
had seen birds being anesthetized on TV – birds that were healthy –
and even some of them didn't survive.
Pipke
wasn't healthy, but if the vet would find out what her problem was,
then we had to take the risk.
The
vet's co-assistant (a woman) would make the x-rays. She allowed us to
join her to go with Pipke to the x-ray room. While I held Pipke in my
arms the co-vet placed a hood on Pipke's beak. Pipke tried to shake
the hood off, but - of course she didn't have enough strength to
succeed in it.
Only
a few seconds later Pipke fell in a deep sleep.
That
was a very strange sight for us. She seemed now like a floppy rag
doll. The co-vet now had to support her floppy long neck to avoid
that her neck would get injured. Then she placed Pipke on the table
and laid her in the correct position to take the x-rays.
After
the x-rays were taken, the co-vet laid Pipke in my arms again. She was
still in a deep sleep – and now, I was the one who had to support
her floppy neck. The vet advised me to whisper very soft to Pipke
while she awoke to put her mind at rest. If she could hear my voice
then she would be less traumatized by the whole procedure.
While
Pipke slowly awoke in my arms the vet showed us the x-rays.
(Unfortunately,
I cannot show them to you. I asked a professional photographer to
take digital photos of the x-rays, but that is not possible. One
needs medical imaging equipment to do that. So I hope my description
can give you more or less an image of the x-rays.)
It
was amazing how detailed they were.
We
could not only see Pipke's fine bone structures, but also the tiny
ovaries with her very tiny egg cells – eggs in the making – which she
carried in her body, and it were many!
(It
seemed like a cluster of very tiny grapes.)
Those
could have been her babies – the start of new life – but because
she had chosen me as her partner there was no life possible.
Oh,
I felt so sorry for her!
The
x-rays showed no abnormalities.
On
the one hand this was good – but on the other hand – now the vet
still had 'no explanation' for what was happening to her.
Now
we were completely puzzled.
During
this illness period this season, we had to revisit the vet 26 times
before she started to eat again.
Unfortunately,
also this reassurance didn't last long.
Only one week after she was eating well, she suddenly started to lay eggs again.
Only one week after she was eating well, she suddenly started to lay eggs again.
The
poor thing, she still was far below her normal weight – she had
just survived her 'second' fight – and now this.
Of
course, this first egg wasn't a good one.
The
shell wasn't developed well and it was very soft.
She
started to lay eggs that year on January 30,
and stopped laying eggs
on August 9.
As a good mom, carefully rearranging her eggs.
Fortunately
she continued to eat now and that made us less worried.
The
total amount of eggs that year was 92, far too much for her health!
*****
Hormonal
Problems
Summer
of 2001.
This
Summer, 'the same problems' as the year before!
(I
know - it's maybe a bit annoying that I have to repeat this, but I
want to give a true picture of the story. This is reality thus I can't
change it.)
Again
she was exhausted from laying eggs (83 this season), lost weight –
stopped eating and: there
we went to the vet for tube feeding again!
Now
it had already came so far that we assumed that she would have the
same problems the next year.
And
yes - our assumption was right, but this time it was even worse than
before.
Now
- June 2002 - she had problems with 'all' her eggs!
The
whole month she had laid eggs, but this time they were all soft –
not one had a firm shell.
Therefore
the vet assumed that she had an hormonal problem, and he suggested to
give her an injection to stop her from laying eggs.
Because
we thought that this would solve her problem, we agreed with the vet,
that this was probably the best solution for her!
After
she got this injection (on June 26, 2002) she only laid a few very
tiny eggs.
The
injection had prevented the eggs to develop. At the end they were
even not larger than a small bean! They were even so brittle that, when I took them up very
gentle they fell apart in miniscule pieces and pulverized in my hand.
'I
have kept a few of these last 'potential offsprings' as a souvenir.
I
keep them in a small old wooden chest,
together
with all what once belonged to Pipke.'
One
of her last under developed eggs with a soft shell.
A few of her last 'potential offsprings'.
For
me this is now my treasure box of invaluable value.
(If
my house would catch fire then I would enter my house and risk my own
life to save this treasure from the fire.)
She
laid her very last egg on August 28 of that year.
At that time we had consulted the vet already 105 times.
The
vet's practice.
Would
the injection stop the number of visits?
We
wondered whether this would turn out in her favor.
If
you want to know the answer to these questions, then I invite you to
come again later for the continuation.
Bye, bye and thanks for reading !
Hope to see you again,
then I will take you for a ride
'On the Roller- Coaster'.
Hope to see you again,
then I will take you for a ride
'On the Roller- Coaster'.
what a mystery! :o How horrible to not know what is happening, yet knowing all the time that it must be something bad. The soft eggshells seem as if there is a problem in the calcium-content of the eggs, but of course the vet would have suspected that, had it really been an issue. Again, thank you for posting, and I look forward to further installments!
ReplyDeleteThe vet gave Pipke all the vitamin supplements she needed, but of course, laying so many eggs was a real depletion of her calcium stock. The underdeveloped eggs were the proof of it. And yes the uncertainty was sometimes unbearable Ter-o-fla. The fear of losing her predominated. I couldn't enjoy life. Especially at those moments, I realized how much she meant to me. The experience of those illness periods made I went to love her more than ever before. Thanks for your comment!:)
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